I must be getting better. I have to be. I drank about 20 beers on Saturday and tried to score. Its was sad really, but I realized that I can’t drink ANYTHING anymore.
But what I also realized is that my best friend argued with me about it and I didn’t go off. I just went with it. Normally I would go off and say stupid stuff like “You don’t tell me what to do! I will spend my money however I want who do you think you are?” Actually I would say even meaner stuff because I suck like that when I am drinking.
However, it didn’t go that way at all. I quietly acquiesced and just went to sleep. Now this is a new thing for me, not getting mean. I am not sure why I didn’t so I thinking I must be getting better. But do I regret all of the beer? Yes, absolutely. I cannot drink anymore. Period. Anything.
One step forward, two steps back.